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Little vent here
For the past few years ive had a stomach condition that wont let me eat more than what im used to. Its been getting progressively worse and right now its really bad.
I was eating a pancake, smaller than a paperplate. It was medium sized kind of, but i couldnt finish it.
It didnt have syrup or anything. It was plain. But I couldn’t get through half of it. Not even HALF of the god damn pancake and im already feeling sick. Im so hungry. I havent been able to eat anything since ive been sleeping through the day and that was the first actual thing ive eaten. Im sick and tired of this bullshit. I just want to eat like a regular person instead of having to eat less and lie to people saying, “oh i just need to lose some weight you know..” or “im full..” after only a couple bites. Its nothing meds could fix. Instead, licorice is good for slowing it down and maybe healing it. But licorice is nasty. Its bitter.
The red licorice is meh but the black, ugh. I havent been eating it bc we ran out. My mom got these sugar free strawberry licorice and those are really good bc they dont hurt but i cant stop eating them. Its the only thing that doesn’t hurt.
Im tired. I dont want to live like this anymore. I just want to eat normally.
Goodnight guys </3
Or morning for me technically which is worse