today is very questionable.. my mom left and my sisters had school so i was home alone all day.. no big deal right? RIGHT?!?!? so i slept half of the time then i woke up and honestly being home alone scares me so i decide too sleep.. and i have to be home alone everyday next week. anyways my sisters get home and there’s police everywhere with very scary weapons and they tell us to go inside- so we go inside cause we aren’t risking ourselves for that. and we listen to one of our neighbors get uhm shot? and then they get arrested and yeayeah. THEN. i’m a very sensitive and scared person so my sisters made me watch the jeffery dahmer show with them.. then they left me in the living room!! so i’m currently shaking on the verge of an anxiety attack at 12am, i kept trying to fall asleep but obviously nightmares and flashbacks from the show keep startling me causing me to wake up and now i’m not gonna sleep anymore.. ANYWAYS IT JUST HIT 12AM SO happy october 1st!! spooky szn :)). okk byee hopefully i survive