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i probably will never ever continue the book. oh i wish i will someday
i hate everytime i spend my time using this app. it reminds me of how i used to be. how i used to love every book i read, every new word i learned and how i grew up with this app. it hurts me seeing the books i used to read left discontinued, writer taking break and not coming back and memories i enjoyed every book i read. after 10 march i lost it. they were the only safe space i had. the one that kept me laughing eventho im on my journey alone. this laptop that witnessed every curve smile on my lips, glow of happiness on my face, tears that were truly pure from my heart and all kind of love poured out. cant believe i've been doing all of this alone. dreams burried with hope, thats all that i left with.
learning how to grow with this kind of pain is a big struggle tbh. i thought i can escape from reality by diving into books, watching the boys, writing books, burying my face into textbooks and all that shit. but years past and im still not recovering from this truly cruel life. i struggle every second of my life. until this day im still wishing for myself to be fine and start writing again. yet im still tangled in this mess. i want to graduate and leave this house. i wanna start writing again. i miss whoever i was. i dont recognize myself anymore
i will stop writing heeseung's book catch her for awhile okay..? im sorry but im going to have a long hiatus because i cant get any support from anyone...i will continue writing it after i feel okay...once again, im really sorry
so....im sorry for not updating anything...i need some rest...im just tired you know...i cant feel they way i should feel...so let me rest please...really quick this time...i promise...
hey guys! do you remember when i kept talking about my exams? so today i just got the result and guess what? I GOT STRAIGHT A!!! AAAAAAA !!!
yo! guess what? i finish my exams? no bitchhhh!! i have four days more and that week's friday we're having class banquet!!!! yeahh and i'll continue writing book back yassss wait that's mean i have three week? that really tiresome.....but the good things i didnt die~!
i deleted all my books. im sorry and idk if there's any people who likes my books and it's so cringe so yeah after thinking for one day i have my decision to delete all of them...im sad because i kinda waste my time writing it deleted all of it especially the Han Jisung ff...and i've decide to write a new book and either it'll be enhypen ff and not sure which member will be the main male character...and since i like the Han Jisung ff maybe after i finish writing for enhypen ff i'll be re-write Han Jisung ff back...i'll complete change it but still have the story point huhu im excited
