kail

sorry guys I fucked your mom 

happy new year to everyone! hope this year everything goes right for all of you and that you spend this year to the fullest <3

posted a chapter of despair (now called see through mirror) for the anniversary :) happy anniversary everyone! the full rework coming out feb 1 2023 at the most :)

im sorry theres no possible way i could get despair out this year. i’ll try my hardest but motivation is scarce :( i’m so sorry i really tried to do something on time for once but of course i ruined it :/ thank you to all the people who have been waiting all this time i really want to make it up to you guys

turns out i don’t work well under pressure! theres  98% chance it’s coming out in Jan. im so sorryyy

i'm a dirty liar (i fell asleep)
          
          Do not proceed if you dislike spoilers!
          
          sneak peak: 
          
          “So, you want me to be a broker for the ‘League of Villains.’” Izuku recited. He sat at the bar, sipping tea that Kurogiri had made him.
          
          “Yes. Your keen eye and intelligence would make everything easier for us. Especially with All Might.” 
          
          ‘I see. They’re after All Might. They’re like any other yakuza.’ Izuku said, staring heavily at his cup. ‘But…’
          
          “I’m not a villain. I’ve always wanted to save people. I’ve wanted to become a hero since I was little. It’s been my dream. It… still is…” Izuku started to trail off, not even believing what he was saying. 
          
          “Midoriya given your current circumstances, you are just as much of a hero as an amateur villain.” Kurogiri said, standing in front of him behind the bar tables. Izuku looked up at him with shock. He hadn’t thought about it that way. 
          
          “Do you really plan to waste these talents living on the streets rotting?” Shigaraki said from behind. “We can give you a world of opportunities, Midoriya.” Shigaraki leant into the boy's ears. Where he could clearly hear the rasp in his voice.
          
          “We are alike, you and I. Casted away by society. Hoping for a hero to save the day but instead left behind.” Izuku froze at the words. It was true. “All we need is for you to provide information when we ask. Or we can borrow the other 12 notebooks…” 
          
          “That won’t be possible. It’s likely they were all destroyed in the fire. Anything remaining would be unillegible.” Izuku whispered, glaring at the table.
          
          “What a shame.” Shigaraki hissed. They sat in silence as Izuku thought about his answer. “Tick-Tock, My patience is running low.”
          
          “I’ll… do it.” Izuku said, looking up. He saw Shigaraki’s smile grow from ear to ear. “But that doesn’t mean I’m a part of the league. I don’t want to know what you’re doing with my information. I want to keep a peace of mind.”
          
          “We can arrange that.” Shigaraki smiled. He glanced at Kurogiri. “Sensei will be thrilled.”

in exactly 3 hour it will be my bday. i dont feel any different, nor does it seem like its my bday... :(
          
          but enough abt me lets talk abt "despair" currently on 7 out of 25 chapters. ahahaha i have only 3 weeks until the anniversary. pressure pressure pressure. and the art cover is not even guaranteed anymore. how am i supposed to get 18 chapters out in 3 weeks!? end me now...
          
          (a sneak peak will be published 12AM EST)

Rework update......
          
          it's already nov and i have exactly FOUR chapters rewritten. & dont get me started on the other 16 chapters i need to edit (〒︿〒)
          
          writters block sucks ≧△≦

Hello! Despair will now be going unpublished due to the rework! But do not worry, it will still be published on AO3!
          
          here is the link for that-> https://t.co/q8vuXtEH5D
          

MAJOR ANNOUNCEMENT PLEASE READ❗️❕
          
          Despair is getting a major update for it's 2 year anniversary! Whoohoo! 
          
          The update will include;
          
          -rewritten chapters
          -new cover art
          -chapters 24 & 25 (hopefully...)
          -and a sneak peak of book 2!!
          
          It's anniversary is actually in Dec! (i don't know the exact date but expect it to be after christmas!!)
          
          this will mean new chapters will be on hiatus for the meantime. but it's okay because you get to read a technically brand new book with new plot points and better writing :D
          
          i'm really excited about this and i'll try to keep my word about it being posted in december!! but if things don't go as planned it will definitely be posted before Feb 2023!
          
          and I know not a lot of people read the fic but it's good to treat people who do read it!! so this is all your you guys 
          
          i will keep you all posted on the updates here and on twitter so stay tuned :)