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@1-8OO-MINECRAFT A) no where in my last response did I say I wasn’t hurting anyone. B) I forgot that reading list even existed. I don’t use reading lists anymore because everything is already in my library. So yeah. Sure. I’ll delete the list. Idc. 

You actually are hurting people. You are hurting not only the victims but people who have also been through this. Even tho the stories may not be up , you have literally reading lists OF IT . Just put them to fucking private or in your library !! other people dont need to fucking see it .
            Stop and get some fucking help , dude .

@1-8OO-MINECRAFT  I may know right from wrong but I’m pretty damn sure I wouldn’t be attracted to him to the extent I am if he hadn’t done anything. Yeah I’d still think he was attractive but I’d probably have no interest other than going  “oh he’s cute”  and moving on with my day.  I never said I didn’t post anything so there is no “owning up to it”. I never denied it. I know I posted fanfics and I simply do not care if you think that was “wrong” of me to do. I may know right from wrong but I’m also fully aware that right and wrong are concepts made up by humanity that we’ve all sort of just agreed with over time. People can have different opinions on what’s right and wrong. Doesn’t make them a better or worse person than anyone. It’s called having opinions and that’s perfectly fucking normal. Either way I never denied what I did. I just said I had reasoning behind it and that I didn’t care if people thought it was wrong. So I don’t really know what you mean by “own up to what you did” yeah. I wrote fanfiction about a serial killer. I don’t fucking care. I have no reason to deny that. If people have a problem with it: that’s their problem. The stories aren’t up anymore. If people are still mad. That ain’t my problem. 

@zoeflo2020sad okay but that doesn’t explain why you said  you were scared of me . I’m not a danger to anyone. If I wanted to k word anyone I’d do it to myself before I even had the chance to do it someone else. I don’t want to anyone contrary to popular belief on this app. 

@CoreBore123 Sure. I don’t really plan on it. But y’know. 14 year old from the UK did it so who knows. But on a real note. I don’t want to hurt anyone and I don’t have intentions to. If I ever wanted to k word someone I’d do it to myself before I had the chance so that it wouldn’t ruin anyone’s life but my own. 

@mxrsvintage_ it still doesn’t make it okay. It makes you look like a hypocrite. We’ll see you when you end up in prison for turning “Ted Bundy on a bitch”

@CoreBore123 Well I don’t. And I’ve explained that a million times. So chill tf out. I get that you would think that in the beginning but I’ve very much so clarified that I don’t think what he did was okay. And I took the stories down. Plus clarified that I just think he was physically attractive. Just leave me alone. 

@mxrsvintage_ IT DOESNT MATTER YOU WROTE FANFICTION ABOUT HIM SO IN MY EYES AND EVERYONE ELSES THAT MAKES US BELIEVE YOU THINK WHAT HE DID WAS OKAY

@CoreBore123 I never said anyone said that specifically was normal. I said they said being attracted to people who had committed atrocities can be normal. I don’t think what he did was a good thing as I’ve said a million times. He was a GOOD LOOKING PERSON not a GOOD PERSON. 

@mxrsvintage_ 
            
            It’s not caused by trauma. Period. You might have something else, but not that. Because In order to have that you would need to be sexually attracted to serials killers and their crimes and according to you, you aren’t. And you making the excuse of ONE person saying “it’s okay” to make these as an excuse to create some sort of sick fantasy is so funny to me because the cons out weigh the pros. Why would think it was okay to create a story about a serial killer and r*pist who killed innocent women and little girls? This isn’t a healthy coping mechanism, if you can call it that. You obviously arent truly not seeing a psychiatrist cause this wouldn’t have happened if you did. Stop making excuses and take accountability for your actions. It’s simple. No one made you write this or anything, you created this and now you can undo it. Keep it in the drafts. 

Yeah it’s not ALWAYS caused by trauma but it CAN BE. I very much so am capable of finding love in normal ways I just don’t like any guys that have had interest in me. Also I wasn’t using “someone wrote a fanfic and made millions” as an excuse. I was saying a literal survivor of Ted was okay with somebody making money off a book like that. 

@bubsfg Considering I am a child and a minor, this makes me scared and uncomfortable. I do not know what to say to this person, and I do not think it wise, so I will just calmly and quietly wait for them to be deleted.

see @mxrsvintage_   and that’s the problem because that’s not how shit works darling. you need to be considerate of other people too or what your doing is completely selfish and arrogant. you’re not nicki minaj so you actually need to calm down a bit bc i’m pretty sure you’re a minor too if you go to highschool

If kids parents are letting their kids on wattpad that’s their problem. That’s not my fault. They shouldn’t be here. This app is 17+ on the App Store. 

I literally don’t though?.. I have a psychiatrist. If I should be in a mental hospital. Then why haven’t they put me in one? Hm? 

Literally nothing? Physical attraction isn’t the same as going “oh my god he was such a great person he was perfect he was perfect blah blah blah”. I literally just think he was attractive. I know his actions weren’t a good thing. 

@mxrsvintage_ 
            Wow
            Fuking wow.
            
            1st off:
            So she knew someone tried to hurt you, and she went ahead and dated them? I don't know what world you live on, but here on earth, that crap is seen as disgusting.
            
            2:
            Just because ONE victim was okay with it doesn't mean the rest are! Victims minds sometimes get warped. Some victims of child assault end up pedophiles themselves. So it doesn't. Make. It. Okay. Either.
            
            3:
            Even so, you can KEEP IT IN PRIVATE, AND WRITE IT ON PAPER OR KEEP IT IN A DIGITAL NOTEBOOK!!!
            
            4:
            It still helped his sexual urges. It helped FUEL his addiction. 
            "They didn't smoke becaused it helped them. They smoke because they have an addiction."
            "They didn't drink because it helped them. They drink because they have an addiction."
            To them, it was helpful. Doesn't make it write. 
            
            5:
            And. There's. A. Reason. People. Work. To. Get. Those. Videos. Removed.

I literally almost had the same thing happen to me when I was 13 by my best friend. And no this isn’t me using it as an excuse. It’s me telling you that if someone was attracted to be person who tried to do that to me. I would not give a fuck. It’s none of my business. I have a friend who is literally dating the person who did that shit in 8th grade. Like deadass. And I don’t hate them for it. She’s their problem now. Not mine. 
            
            Beyond that. Carol DaRonch. An actual survivor of Ted. Told Kanika Batra. A girl who released borderline fanfiction as an actual book and makes money off of it. That she did not care. As long as it didn’t put him on a pedestal. In other words didn’t take away the reality that he was a murderer and not a good person. I have never once said he was a good person. I’ve researched him since I was 11. I have a pretty damn good idea of what he did and why. And I stay as accurate to that as I can be with the circumstances of what I write. 
            
            And google it. Hybristophilia is a perfectly normal thing that tons of people have. You probably know someone who has it and just don’t know they do. It’s a normal response to trauma. 
            
            Also he didn’t do what he did because it “helped him” he did it because he had a porn addiction from a young age. At least do your research before you claim things like that. And I don’t think many murderers do it because it “helps them” most of them have other reasonings. 
            
            Anyway it’s the internet. There’s actual videos of people being murdered out there. I’m sure me writing a fanfic about someone who’s been dead for 32 years isn’t nearly as bad as actual footage being out their of your loved ones death. 

@OfficeBossBxtch 
            Ya.
            If it were about Creepypasta, whatever. I use to write Creepypasta x Reader's back when I started Wattpad. Still kinda find characters like Bloody Painter cute. But they didn't have real victims. They were never real. They were online camfore story characters who never harmed anyone in reality.
            Bundy was a real man who ruined families lives.
            When you fall a tree near a river, it'll cause major ripples. He caused many ripples.
            If they wanna make fanfiction about Killers, there's a whole fandom for fictional killers. 

@-HAXX0R-BUNNY- Yeah well. Personally that’s not why. It’s literally just because I went through something similar to the stuff he did and that was my minds reaction to it. I can’t change that. Trust me. If I could I would do anything to change that.