mxtherpxnic

I can't believe my last wall post was in April this year. It's now the 1st of December and I dusted off my laptop and logged back onto here. Took a few attempts to remember my password but wow, I'm here.
          	
          	I definitely did intend to make a comeback with writing when I last logged in but I've been doing a lot of healing and the healing process for me did involve some choice decisions. Some I regret and some I don't. My biggest regret is deleting my story that I had worked on for over four years. That I am doing my best to recover but it's not looking good. I shall do my best and hope that I can get it back, but if not then it's going to be a complete fresh start for me. Maybe that's not a bad thing, but that story was my baby. My pride and joy. It might not have been one of the greatest stories to be told and my writing skills may not have been great at the time when I was writing it, but it was my baby and I will do my best to bring that back, if I can. It had a lot of potential, I think, and the changes I made in it were going to make the story so much more realistic and believable. 
          	
          	I know I could just attempt to rewrite it, but I had it 90% complete with over 80 chapters in two books, so I hope you can see that a restart is just not completely possible for that story.
          	
          	If my baby isn't salvagable then new projects shall come about. It might take me some time to get back into the swing of writing and I will admit. I am quite rusty, given I haven't written for over a year, but I will do my best to see what I can produce and post on here.
          	
          	Also, I am a working single parent so my free time is limited. I shall do the best I can and we shall just have to watch this space.
          	
          	Thanks
          	
          	Aimz

mxtherpxnic

I can't believe my last wall post was in April this year. It's now the 1st of December and I dusted off my laptop and logged back onto here. Took a few attempts to remember my password but wow, I'm here.
          
          I definitely did intend to make a comeback with writing when I last logged in but I've been doing a lot of healing and the healing process for me did involve some choice decisions. Some I regret and some I don't. My biggest regret is deleting my story that I had worked on for over four years. That I am doing my best to recover but it's not looking good. I shall do my best and hope that I can get it back, but if not then it's going to be a complete fresh start for me. Maybe that's not a bad thing, but that story was my baby. My pride and joy. It might not have been one of the greatest stories to be told and my writing skills may not have been great at the time when I was writing it, but it was my baby and I will do my best to bring that back, if I can. It had a lot of potential, I think, and the changes I made in it were going to make the story so much more realistic and believable. 
          
          I know I could just attempt to rewrite it, but I had it 90% complete with over 80 chapters in two books, so I hope you can see that a restart is just not completely possible for that story.
          
          If my baby isn't salvagable then new projects shall come about. It might take me some time to get back into the swing of writing and I will admit. I am quite rusty, given I haven't written for over a year, but I will do my best to see what I can produce and post on here.
          
          Also, I am a working single parent so my free time is limited. I shall do the best I can and we shall just have to watch this space.
          
          Thanks
          
          Aimz

mxtherpxnic

I feel like it has been a super long time since I've been on here but I finally logged back in and I think I'm ready to slowly begin attempting to write again. It's been a hard eight months with mental health issues and overcoming so many things that I've been through in the past three years. Writing used to be my escape. Now it's a case of finding enjoyment in my work instead of using it to leave behind abuse and problems that I couldn't fix. I'm in a healthy, supportive relationship now so that has helped me to get back on my feet a lot. Being with someone who has been through and understands PTSD has definitely got me a lot closer to being more okay than I would have been if things hadn't have progressed between us. But yeah, the enjoyment is there for writing and reading, it's just a case of getting back into a routine and also not spending all my free time glued to my PlayStation lol.
          
          I don't think I'm quite ready to be publishing but I am on Twitter (@mxtherpxnic on there as well) so updates will be more than regular on there. I will keep posted on here as well, but just need to get some things in order and find my rhythm again before I get to the point of being ready to post.
          
          Stay tuned and I'll do my best with this. The love for writing is still there, I just need to get focussed on it being completely for enjoyment now.
          
          Stay tuned.
          
          Aimz