@2nd_Chances oh my god I'm so sad to hear that you're not feeling well.. You don't have to be sorry at all that you aren't able to write, I totally understand. And mental illness is actually not a bad excuse at all, and it's one of the most difficult things a person can deal with. So I really suggest that you try to get professional help because it will be much easier for you to learn how to deal with the anxiety (I know this because I have a friend irl that's struggling with mental illness and it helps her a lot to visit a psychologist to deal with her issues).
Take as much time as you need! You don't owe us anything and you absolutely don't have to feel like you've disappointed me or anyone. Number one priority is always health, and you should be focusing on that right now, that's what I want you to do.
I really hope that you will keep writing after you conquer your battle, but if you don't then I won't be angry with you. You really are a talented writer, so it would be sad if you stopped writing completely, but it's all up to you and your well-being.
I truly hope that you will get past this obstacle and feel free again, you honestly deserve all the happiness in the world. Please take care of yourself and I hope your days will be brighter soon again❤️ (If you ever feel the need to talk to someone, my private message-thingy is always open❤️)