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I remember her words right now like the back of my hand.
‘i don't want to manipulate you’
I don't think I am influenced by her….but I am starting to think that she's moving too deep within my veins.
I feel her throbbing underneath my skin most especially every single night.
It drives my sanity insane.
I can feel her…
I feel her close to me, whispering in my ears of how good of a slut I am for her whenever my hips raise then slowly sink back onto my hand..
My hand buried secretly between my parted thighs, wet and slick with my cum slipping from my stretched slit by my fingers.
It sometimes feels too good to be real….it low key feels like she's behind me, on her knees holding onto my hips with one hand.
Her tattooed hand stroking deep into my cunt creating rhythm with the jerkin of my hips.
It feels too real…
You don't know how much I want to tell her…
Let her know how good I want to fuck myself with her hand while sat on her lap…
But the difference…..
I want to also feel her cum on my left hand
I wonder how wet she can get for me and how tight she is.
It has been so long….I know and I definitely want to be the one to feel her walls clenched tight in thin air with just my finger running up and down her slit.
I just want that for now…
I want to feel that…
As I said, it drives me insane…..
But maybe feeling her cum on my hand instead would make me stop thinking of how good my name would sound on her tongue during our sex tape.