Ofelia

continuing blasphemy soon... i don’t ship joshler, but it’s already started and i cant rly use the blurryface concept if it’s not tøp related soooo yeah kill me aha

i literally have four drafts ahhhhhh

i start to part two halves of my heart in the dark and i don’t know where i should go. the fears and the tears begin to multiply, taking time in a simple place in my bed where my head rests on a pillowcase. it’s said that a wars led but i forget that i let another day go by. i want to be afraid but it seems that these days i’m caught underwater and i’m falling farther, my hearts getting harder. i’m calling my father; am i screaming to an empty sky? empty sky? no way that’s me, cuz one half of my heart is free. empty sky? no way that’s me, cuz the other half of my hearts asleep.

hi

should i just continue my current story or start another one as well that will have a totally different plot and be interesting in a way- i’ve never written anything like what i have in mind tho so it would probably be cringe lmao 

i low key wanna make another joshler fic as i write blasphemy that moves a lot quicker and maybe gets iNtErEsTiNg but there’s that one part of me like nOt On My ChRiStiAn MinEcRaFt SeRvEr and i’m just like wHy-

so um if you like crappy joshler fics, ||blasphemy|| was recently updated. you probably shouldn’t read it but if u do it probably won’t hurt you too badly. if you know me please don’t tho,, i will ignore you for days if you bring it up. that’s all,, hope you had a good easter/ weekend. ||-//

i like know what i want to write i just don’t know how i wanna write it so i’m like gonna try to update tomorrow, even tho no ones reading blasphemy

heh my fanfic started off so dramatic but that’s okay uwu

i hate when i have motivation to write but i’m also in the middle of someone else’s story so i decide to read a bit and then i don’t wanna write anymore so i just don’t update wow i’m good at this ;-; i need to update again so people might actually read my story ugh