myakein

For once I let my flesh rot as I let your soul burn inside my core. It's such a hungry beast, a blazing destruction I've longed for yet denied. The searing lava danced around my being; I let it be and wished for more. For I was the one who lit up the pavement, and for you to get that burning desire first, yet why am I the one who got so affected? The searing longing of you devoured my whole existence. As if you're trying to reside here, unknowingly owning an abode in me. Aren't you ashamed? After all, I never fought back, yet you keep igniting my poor land of heart with your simple gaze. If and when I attempted to strike you first, I already lost. After all, your eyes were already landing on mine, murdering the hell out of me again. Heating cheeks, nervous feet swaying, and the ultimate looking-away move, you made me look so pathetic. Have you even considered being kind to the soul you had putrefied over time?

myakein

@myakein Thus when the clock strikes at 11:45, I know you will already be there at the back. I could feel your surging energy around, urging me to look back, but thank God, I was a strong soldier and protector of my own land. I could hear your voice, the voice that was once unfamiliar to me but had become one I now looked forward to. I could hear the high-spirited laughs you share with your friends, and I could hear my heart, screaming in an attempt to escape from its own misery to extinguish its own flare. A hopeless romantic teenager am I; you made me such a fool, more than those who believed that the earth was flat. A fool who acts fidgety every time you are near or flashes a smile at me.
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myakein

For once I let my flesh rot as I let your soul burn inside my core. It's such a hungry beast, a blazing destruction I've longed for yet denied. The searing lava danced around my being; I let it be and wished for more. For I was the one who lit up the pavement, and for you to get that burning desire first, yet why am I the one who got so affected? The searing longing of you devoured my whole existence. As if you're trying to reside here, unknowingly owning an abode in me. Aren't you ashamed? After all, I never fought back, yet you keep igniting my poor land of heart with your simple gaze. If and when I attempted to strike you first, I already lost. After all, your eyes were already landing on mine, murdering the hell out of me again. Heating cheeks, nervous feet swaying, and the ultimate looking-away move, you made me look so pathetic. Have you even considered being kind to the soul you had putrefied over time?

myakein

@myakein Thus when the clock strikes at 11:45, I know you will already be there at the back. I could feel your surging energy around, urging me to look back, but thank God, I was a strong soldier and protector of my own land. I could hear your voice, the voice that was once unfamiliar to me but had become one I now looked forward to. I could hear the high-spirited laughs you share with your friends, and I could hear my heart, screaming in an attempt to escape from its own misery to extinguish its own flare. A hopeless romantic teenager am I; you made me such a fool, more than those who believed that the earth was flat. A fool who acts fidgety every time you are near or flashes a smile at me.
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