mydarkflower

mydarkflower update because i must speak…
          	
          	first off, i really want to say how sorry i am for being a disappointment when it comes to updating coh. essentially throughout this entire year i’ve had pretty burdensome writer’s block, despite me having loads of inspiration and plans—i simply did not think i could write anything good enough to do my ideas justice for a long time. however, i think it is safe to say that i have overcome my writing timidity, and i truly am very excited to share the rewrite with all of you and continue to tell this story :) i want to say thank you to everyone who has shown me support, understanding, and patience. i appreciate it more than you could ever know.
          	
          	the character introduction chapters with updated character aesthetics will be published along with chapter one. in the meantime, take great care everyone <3

mydarkflower

@indifferenceofstars the “we’ve waited a year and we can happily wait another one” part really got me, i needed to hear that. thank you so much selen, i appreciate you <33
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indifferenceofstars

@mydarkflower girl it's not an assignment you have to submit you play by your own terms! write when you want to, we've waited a year and we can happily wait another one for whenever you decide to publish as long as YOU are satisfied with it <33 the best things usually require a bit of a wait
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mydarkflower

@tmrddluv aww thank you!!! i appreciate it <3
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tmrscovenx

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CONGRATULATIONS ON 20k BESTIE!! I am so unbelievably proud of you!! Camaraderie of Hellions deserves 20k and even more❤️your fic deserves so so much love, and it’s evident just how much intricate planning goes into it, especially with a murder mystery Plotline. You are truly such a mastermind. As for Alena Sarbani (LOML), She is such a beautifully written and realistic protagonist that deserves more hype, I can truly resonate with her at times and I hope others see themselves in her as well<3 whether that’s through her raw emotions, culture, personality or need for justice. She's such a complex Pakistani woman and character that she feels so real<3 truly a treasure to the tmr community!! As for the knights and hellions, each and every one of them are so unique and fleshed out! I love them, esp the hellions, my fav found family<3 I can't wait to see more of Tomlena's dynamic, the vigilante shit, and all the Cassandra references!! To 20k and more ❤️❤️

mydarkflower

THIS IS SO, SO SWEET LOVELY! THANK YOU SO MUCH :’) I honestly can’t wrap my head around 20K, I’m so grateful for all the support I’ve gotten on my silly twisted little fanfiction. And YOU have been supporting me for such a long time, I don’t think I could ever find a way to express my thanks. I genuinely love conversing with you about anything and everything and I cannot wait for you to read the revamped version of COH. You get what it’s like to be plotting and scheming fr. You also get so many aspects of my fic and that makes me so inexplicably happy!! You know how much I love murder mysteries and found family and complex characters/dynamics and symbolism and good representation (and Cassandra LMAO), and knowing people that share and understand your interests is the best thing ever. Your compliments mean the world to me, I’m beyond flattered that you care about my story and its characters as much as I do about yours ❤️❤️ I’m glad that it is us that are the first two to incorporate our culture into our fics, and I hope that we make people feel seen when they stumble upon our works!! Thank you so much again, you have no idea how much this means to me. I hope to update very soon and I am SUPER excited to see your thoughts, as always. <3333
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tmrscovenx

The long ass message was necessary 
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mydarkflower

mydarkflower update because i must speak…
          
          first off, i really want to say how sorry i am for being a disappointment when it comes to updating coh. essentially throughout this entire year i’ve had pretty burdensome writer’s block, despite me having loads of inspiration and plans—i simply did not think i could write anything good enough to do my ideas justice for a long time. however, i think it is safe to say that i have overcome my writing timidity, and i truly am very excited to share the rewrite with all of you and continue to tell this story :) i want to say thank you to everyone who has shown me support, understanding, and patience. i appreciate it more than you could ever know.
          
          the character introduction chapters with updated character aesthetics will be published along with chapter one. in the meantime, take great care everyone <3

mydarkflower

@indifferenceofstars the “we’ve waited a year and we can happily wait another one” part really got me, i needed to hear that. thank you so much selen, i appreciate you <33
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indifferenceofstars

@mydarkflower girl it's not an assignment you have to submit you play by your own terms! write when you want to, we've waited a year and we can happily wait another one for whenever you decide to publish as long as YOU are satisfied with it <33 the best things usually require a bit of a wait
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mydarkflower

@tmrddluv aww thank you!!! i appreciate it <3
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mydarkflower

!! Here is a link to a campaign organized by a friend of Haitham. Haitham and his family are in need of donations so that they may continue to obtain basic needs like food, which is scarce and expensive. Please share around and donate if you can!!
          
          https://chuffed.org/project/help-haitham-family?fbclid=PAZXh0bgNhZW0CMTEAAaZGLd21FXSDoR0kmWjWPzfEniUR9EDQxw_n54PAnI7l66y8TBYdEp197pQ_aem_IZTDNLelyMXKKiMb7tpPog
          
          Continuously advocating for those in need, as well as donating and informing others, will always make a difference. 

sexyinredhoe

Miss dark flower! I cannot WAITTT for this rewrite.

mydarkflower

AHH it’s been forever since I’ve heard from you last!! You are truly too kind ❤️❤️ I CANNOT WAIT EITHER! rubs my hands together and starts cackling like a supervillain 
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mydarkflower

theme and cover change because it’s been a while…we can only wait and see if i severely regret this, but in the meantime REJOICE! 

mydarkflower

@draculasdualism @indifferenceofstars AHHH I appreciate you two so very much, thank you!!! <333 I’m glad I was able to capture the dark academia vibes well, and alena’s deviousness of course of course LMAO
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indifferenceofstars

@mydarkflower the new cover is everythingg omg !! alena looks so devious i love it, scheming leader of the hellions fr
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draculasdualism

@mydarkflower it's so beautiful. The theme really matches with the cover. It's really showing your dark academia aesthetic.
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mydarkflower

tomlena x florence + the machine realness IKTR!! @crierayla took the time to make one of the bestest tom & alena edits ever and I couldn’t be more obsessed. go check it out, it’s absolutely stunning!!!!
          
          https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMhpLKRGM/
          
          thank you crierayla for everything you do <33

mydarkflower

@crierayla <333 TOMLENA & TOMORET TRUTHERS RISE
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crierayla

AWWWWW you are so welcome <3 TOMLENA 4EVER
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