canibelessuseless
I'm so thankful you decided to rewrite yujae book because I hadnt had the chance to read it and it was already taken down. REALLY LOVE YOUR WRITING STYLE BTW <333
mydreamsofink
mydreamsofink
Hey, everyone! long time no see... oopsie... but I hope the new year is treating you all with kindness so far ♥ I have been doing alright, how are you all doing? And omg why have I gained quite a few new followers during my absence TT 300 would be a dream, can we get there?! lol anyways I'm about to repost my yujae books YAY
mydreamsofink
I'm in total shock that liam is gone...
D_bunnYs_carrot
me too. i was never a big one direction fan (i liked their songs and knew them but i wasn’t invested in them) but i found out very early through tiktok and it’s really shocking. i wish the best for his family friends and fans because that’s really sad.
SorenQuinn
@mydreamsofink i got really surprised because i wasn't expecting it but i was never really his fan so at least i'm not sad. But i empathize with his fans, they must feel so bad :/
mydreamsofink
Hey guys, First of all, I just wanted to say how much I love all my lovely readers. Thank you so much for all the support you have always given my writing, and I hope you'll follow my future fics too! ♥ I couldn't do it without you, and it means the world to me!
You've probably noticed, but I've been struggling with very bad burnout the past couple of years, and I've tried again and again to finish my chenji fic (life is but a dream). But I've realised forcing the words just isn't going to help. So I'm just going to leave it there with todays string of updates. It's sort of an ending, albeit more open-ended than originally planned as there are still some threads left to be resolved, but I hope you understand this decision. I'm really, truly sorry for disappointing you all.
I'm about to start my third year of university (I'm terrified pls send help), and, like this fictional Chenle, I've realised I cannot keep living this way. My brain is foggy all the time, the cravings have total control over me, and as soon as I'm hungry I just feel depressed and empty and have no motivation to get out of bed. And that's not going to help me get my degree, get a job, or just live a happy, quiet life.
I still adore writing (I wanna be a science writer when I graduate eek) and hope to continue nct fanfiction, but I really doubt I'll be able to churn out the 100-100k fics I used to be able to. I want to start focussing on shorter stories, perhaps around 20k, for the time being. I cannot say when I'll be posting anything new, but I'll do my best to update you all ♥
Sending you all the best wishes and warmth and hugs and happiness. Sincerely, thank you for reading my writing, as messy and depressing as a lot of it is ♥
_Doyoungs_Wifey_
@mydreamsofink I wish you the best and wish for you to have all the time in the world to focus on yourself
D_bunnYs_carrot
i hope you’ll archive everything you wish for in your life! really best wishes from me! sometimes it’s better to leave things like they are instead of pushing yourself to much to finish it, especially if you have other (more important) things going on! or focus on things that don’t take too much of your energy. your health comes always first so only do what feels good for you no matter what other people say or if you feel like letting people down!
mydreamsofink
Hey, I've deleted works with HIM as a main character, which unfortunately includes yujae fics :c they were very dear to be so I'm so ANGRY but I know this should be the least of my concerns. I have backups on my laptop so since I am so fond of the fic and I know you guys are too, I want to perhaps turn it into a short story just focussed around yujae. Let me know what you guys think, because I wrote it with HIM in mind for one of the characters, so changing the name just feels wrong because it's still HIM
D_bunnYs_carrot
@mydreamsofink yeah that sucks.. hopefully you’ll have time one day to rewrite it <3
mydreamsofink
@D_bunnYs_carrot I want to rewrite it, but yeah idk when I’d have the time because I start uni again in three weeks ugh
D_bunnYs_carrot
@mydreamsofink i completely understand that because i would too.. maybe you could change some character traits as well? although i could understand when you don’t want to do so since it would cost a lot of time
mydreamsofink
I feel sick to my stomach, what a vile, disgusting man. I hope all his victims get the justice and healing they deserve.
I’ll remove him from my works and in the meantime I hope you all take care of yourselves <3
D_bunnYs_carrot
me too.. when i heard the news i couldn’t believe what i‘m seeing.. weeks ago i was happy to have him in the comeback and now i feel so mad for even doing so.. i feel disgusting and sick thinking about him and what happend.. the poor victims i pray for them
mydreamsofink
Hey!! I've finished my exams now yippeeee! I'm resting at home and published a few more chapter of my chenji fic today :D please check them out! <3
mydreamsofink
I finished workkkkkkk and now I have two exams this weeekkkkkk
mydreamsofink
Ok my job is kinda stressful now and I’ve had two massive breakdowns yippee
JENONOS
*kisses u deeply*