Hey guys, First of all, I just wanted to say how much I love all my lovely readers. Thank you so much for all the support you have always given my writing, and I hope you'll follow my future fics too! ♥ I couldn't do it without you, and it means the world to me!
You've probably noticed, but I've been struggling with very bad burnout the past couple of years, and I've tried again and again to finish my chenji fic (life is but a dream). But I've realised forcing the words just isn't going to help. So I'm just going to leave it there with todays string of updates. It's sort of an ending, albeit more open-ended than originally planned as there are still some threads left to be resolved, but I hope you understand this decision. I'm really, truly sorry for disappointing you all.
I'm about to start my third year of university (I'm terrified pls send help), and, like this fictional Chenle, I've realised I cannot keep living this way. My brain is foggy all the time, the cravings have total control over me, and as soon as I'm hungry I just feel depressed and empty and have no motivation to get out of bed. And that's not going to help me get my degree, get a job, or just live a happy, quiet life.
I still adore writing (I wanna be a science writer when I graduate eek) and hope to continue nct fanfiction, but I really doubt I'll be able to churn out the 100-100k fics I used to be able to. I want to start focussing on shorter stories, perhaps around 20k, for the time being. I cannot say when I'll be posting anything new, but I'll do my best to update you all ♥
Sending you all the best wishes and warmth and hugs and happiness. Sincerely, thank you for reading my writing, as messy and depressing as a lot of it is ♥
