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silleh
@doeexx YAEY !!!!EHIOI!! also btw do you still go by meadow ? like should i introduce you as mei ?
@myfandomchangesdaily nah mei's fine :D
@doeexx silleh goobet should i still only call you goobet?
where've you been ML :(
@doeexx AHHH THTHIWURHAOR ILYT <33
@myfandomchangesdaily ilysm and i miss you and your art was the most spectacular thing ive layed my eyes on
@doeexx HI DOVE !!!!!! it was gud >///< i just finished the art and ima post it !!!!!!! it looks kinda weird bc the original background photo was whitewashed buttttt its fine
raine
did you ever finish the art silly
@myfandomchangesdaily that's me im a female / gender non conforming thing i cant see ur bio my beautiful T-T wait so nami x mei romantically canon
@doeexx UGH YES BUT I LOST MY TABLET THAT I WAS DRAWING IT ON and lowk JUST found it while looking for my phone (which im typing this on) the tablets charging rn so I'll prob post it tomorrow / soon >///< also if you haven't read my bio ,, i researched sexualities a bit more and found out I'm berrisexual!!!!! (short explanation -- i feel attraction to females, non-gender conforming ppl, etc, with light or little to no attraction to males or male presenting people) and im also identifying as arospec instead of aroace bc i still need to research the ace spectrum !!!!!! <3
surpRise
@doeexx HIII AND YAYAYRYETYTYEHR
@myfandomchangesdaily hihihih :D
@myfandomchangesdaily yes yes yes !! ><
I have an idea sometimes I just listen to music or draw,most times I do both and it really helps me calm down and drown out my thoughts!Hope this helps♥️
@22Twotimelover22 ty ! im a bit better now, don't worry
its so weird realizing you need actual, professional help
bc i so badly don't wanna be someone's "oh yeah, i shouldnt have been comforting my friends when i was going through all my own stuff"
which correlates to why i never post vents,
idk how to describe it hm
does anyone else hear my pleas for help other than one or two people? i love not announcing stuff to see who actually checks on me
but ig ill announce this ,, life's so boring and i feel like everything's too silent for me to be comfortable
- xx
tldr, youre allowed to feel regardless of others’ emotions around you, be safe munchkin
the constant need for stimulation is probably attributed to how busy your at home life is, and you should work more on emotional regulation as opposed to solely finding distractions. i never see you cry, and thats a bad thing, because ik you dont do it because of how your parents respond and try to prevent you from feelings things
its not weird realizing you need professional help, you deserve to be supported by people who can aid you with resources for medicines or connections, or just individuals who can be as smart as you are and inform you and help you on figuring your traumatized brain out, you are allowed to vent and youre allowed to express that youre struggling, even while others are. my favorite activity is to vent to my friend, and then they vent back, and we just are vulnerable and open with eachother
kazoo hamilton xd xd xd
@HauntedHousee xd rofl !!!!11!11!111
im actually so done. i don't support mass-reporting, but if you don't know yet, PLEASE report @ I_LOV3_CH4NC3. i won't list all the reasons why, but just look at their page or haunteds page for proof. im disgusted knowing people like them are in the same fandom as myself.
@ThatOneFREAK i hope they're arrested, the whole thing is actually so gross.
@myfandomchangesdaily i’m disgusted. like actually freaking disgusted.
@DrewsIkigai i hope .. they should spend their whole life in jail sigh.
i gtg offline for a little. sorry y'all , ily all sm.
@HauntedHousee lAlallaalala
are u safe
@myfandomchangesdaily bro i out !!!!!