Today was the first day of school after summer break, I had so much anxiety yesterday and today. I get so much pressure from everyone, so today my parents drove me to school and my mom was talking about my cousin and my big sis, “they both are so smart”, she said. I rolled my eyes when she said that, I knew where she wanted to come with that, she also said “unfortunately you had to get an F in math”. “It was the teachers fault”, I said very irritated, “I told her to study sociology”, she said to my stepfather. “I don’t want too and I want a break after college”, I said, “I don’t want failures in my house”, she said. I went to school and my anxiety got even worse, I talked with one of those teachers whom help you to chose “right” unfortunately I chose the wrong thing if I would become what my mom said I should. So when she picked me up from school I told her, “so what”, she said. “So what?”, I repeated. She sighed “there is a chance that teacher said so, so wait until than”, my mom said. Yeah I had chosen math 2 but because I didn’t do well in math 1, I had to chose nature 2 instead but it’s full (this is how it is in Sweden). I felt like crying and my little brother got on my nerves so I finally cried, it feels much better after crying idk if I should thank him or still be angry at him. I’m scared that my anxiety gets worse but what can I do, there is no solution for this.