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I happy that many are reading the “secret is out”, cause my friend puts much effort into writing it. She said that she will update it more often and so will I with “Belong to Kang Taehyun”. Have a nice day or weekend!!!!

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Today was the first day of school after summer break, I had so much anxiety yesterday and today. I get so much pressure from everyone, so today my parents drove me to school and my mom was talking about my cousin and my big sis, “they both are so smart”, she said. I rolled my eyes when she said that, I knew where she wanted to come with that, she also said “unfortunately you had to get an F in math”. “It was the teachers fault”, I said very irritated, “I told her to study sociology”, she said to my stepfather. “I don’t want too and I want a break after college”, I said, “I don’t want failures in my house”, she said. I went to school and my anxiety got even worse, I talked with one of those teachers whom help you to chose “right” unfortunately I chose the wrong thing if I would become what my mom said I should. So when she picked me up from school I told her, “so what”, she said. “So what?”, I repeated. She sighed “there is a chance that teacher said so, so wait until than”, my mom said. Yeah I had chosen math 2 but because I didn’t do well in math 1, I had to chose nature 2 instead but it’s full (this is how it is in Sweden). I felt like crying and my little brother got on my nerves so I finally cried, it feels much better after crying idk if I should thank him or still be angry at him. I’m scared that my anxiety gets worse but what can I do, there is no solution for this. 

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I’m happy that people actually reads belong to kang taehyun :3, still not feeling well but I’m here to my beloved people^^

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@KenzieChoi_ Awww you made me feel touched
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I mean I have not been that active sorry and I don’t think I will be either so…..
          
          I’m not feeling well RIP but it can be of my many many mood swings. I give up on the most basic things and I get bored pretty easily…
          
          I don’t know what’s happening with me, I’m afraid that my mental health isn’t good but I don’t want to tell my mom because I know she worries too much and she have other things she most worry about so….
          
          I thought about not telling anyone around me, it’s better that way but it could be of my medication, if it is of my medication I have to tell my doctor but for now. I will try to take care of myself but I will also be here if anyone needs me, the thing is I won’t write or read. Which I’m truly sorry about, I hope you understand me// lots of love, to you all

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@KenzieChoi_ Awww thank you^^, u too take care ilysm ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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KenzieChoi_

@myheartonly4k-pop take care sweetie
            I love you 
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What is wrong with fans whom only freaking think the idol should be only theirs like wtf?, are you fine or something.
          
          Now I’m talking about that thing with Beomgyu if you haven’t heard it I can say it: 
          
          There was a Moa saying that they will kill Beomgyu if they can’t have him 0_0. Dude are you fine?
          
          I’m done with these people 1000% done!!!!

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@KenzieChoi_ Yeah, like what’s wrong with those people 
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KenzieChoi_

And i think this is infuriating..... People should respect people 
            
            Just because they are idols dosent mean they aren't humans 
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KenzieChoi_

I am always so scared for idols .... Even enhypen too once got a threat 
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Last day finally done!!!!! 
          Now I can read some ff’s

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@KenzieChoi_ Tysm ❤️❤️❤️
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KenzieChoi_

Congratulations 
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myheartonly4k-pop

Ooop- played with my “crush” (best friend’s) hair today……………
          
          He got that soft hair I am out of word to describe the touch of it. :D
          Top quiz: How did I get to touch his hair????

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@myheartonly4k-pop I'm gonna be the Maid Of Honor at u guys' wedding, no matter what you say :D
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