myidisjay

The secondhand embarrassment I have when I read all my previous works. Was I always this cringey?

myidisjay

Hello there,
          
          I hope this message finds you well. I wanted to share a little bit about my journey as a writer of fanfiction stories. Over the years, I've written under various pen names, such as heunni, jayxhobi, itscoffeequeen, yuzo, hyunjae, jay, xisoclock, Jay Jenkins, Jay Evans, and Jay Kim. I know it may seem like a lot, but there's a reason behind it.
          
          You see, I struggle with anxiety when it comes to starting a new story. I often worry about whether it will be good enough or not. So, I've found myself changing pen names as a way to give myself a clean slate and forget about unfinished stories from the past. I've always wanted to continue those stories, but life gets busy, and sometimes it's hard to find the time.
          
          I want to take this opportunity to apologize to my readers who have supported me since I was a newbie writer. I truly appreciate your love for my stories. Now, I've come to a point where I want to start again, but this time, I want to take it slow. I want to rekindle my love for writing and make sure to finish the stories I start before I grow up completely.
          
          Thank you for your understanding, and I hope you continue to support me on this journey.
          
          Warmest regards,
          Jay Jenkins