Idk what happened....
I used to be this cool shiz... rlly passionate about a thousand things... books, movies, food, studying(believe it or not), eating, English... languages in general, crochet, many more things ....
But suddenly I m not... I try to do things I used to and I become nauseous, goosebumps sprout across my body, it's like all the butterflies in my stomach died all that once.
I m so scared
So very scared
Because if I can't do what I love... and I can't love new things... I m afraid I will do something drastic... I m afraid I will become a shell.. that I know everyone hates... I have started doing that... making everyone hate me...
And exams are approaching and it's too much...
So I m going to try and find myself back... atleast some portion of myself that I used to be so proud of
So till then... have a great life and If I have hurt anyone from here... know that I m probably not in my tight state of mind