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Old habits always come back and people always stay same, they dont change.

I couldnt sleep again how lovely

Why is the history repeating...? Why is he here again..? Why was he there again..?

Okay call me nuts or whatever you wish but research surely IS NOT FUCKING OVER, LIKE I WAS JUST DOING SOMETHING ON MY LAPTOP AND MY DAD TOLD ME WOODS ARE BURNING AND NOW THE FIRE IS SO DAMN CLOSE TO OUR HOUSE AND WE STILL DONT KNOW WHO DID IT BUT ITS HUGE THIS IS NOT FKING NORMAL IF I DO WRITE WATPPAD STORY ILL SURELY POST PHOTOS OF IT

ketamine
          diamonds
          everything is a nightmare
          

I need you...Where are you now?

Also to add on last post, boyfriend said he was wearing all dark clothes, hidden, which is oddly similar to the man i saw in woods along 3-4 years ago i think, i wrote chapter about him back then

So what the actual fuck-
          yesterday was friday 13th and my new "boyfriend" was going to park, which is odd because thats park i dreamed of dying in, and some guy attacked him and hit him, he said he didnt saw his face exept he was wearing dark clothes and hoodie over his head???
          like i have no words...

Im really sorry for not updating my books i just dont feel like ill ever go back i have troubles in my current life and im trying to find my path something/someone that ive been missing for so long and i still cant find it and its killing me and i will never be peaceful without it if i dont find it and i know it