hi my loves,
i have so much to say and to update you all with.
in august, i found out the boy i had been talking to for six months, and genuinely thought i would end up with, was playing with my feelings for his own entertainment and had a girlfriend the entire time.
usually, this wouldn't be the biggest thing in the world, because boys aren't the end all be all for me, but i was in a time of feeling incredibly alone, and a lot of the time it felt like he was the only one who cared. except he didn't, and he never did.
between being feeling incredibly alone, going to a doctor who made me hate myself, and issues with my mom, i have had an incredibly hard school year. my grades dropped, and i was completely overwhelmed.
once i realized just how bad it was, i talked to a trusted adult and now im feeling much better. i've reconnected with my friends, talked to them about how i feel, and ive worked incredibly hard to get my grades back to a place im happy with.
all this to say, i have not been writing. lately, though, ive felt more motivated and i hope to start writing again soon. no timeline, or plan, but something is coming sometime in the future.
i love you all so incredibly much.
all my love,
mylee