myothercarsatardis

I deleted the app, so it's pretty unlikely that I'll do anything on here much. I thought about deleting the account too, but I'm too damn sentimental to even think about doing it. It's been a rollercoaster, hasn't it? One full of memories both good and bad. Of toxic friendships, of amazing friendships I still have to this day, people I haven't talked to in months but who used to make me smile and cry and love and feel so damn much. Of beautiful poetry and beautiful artists and stories that touched me. Beautiful people. Beautiful memories, all hung up and golden.
          	
          	But memories are meant to live in the past. To everyone who I talk with off-Wattpad, can't wait to talk to you again, you're all lovely people. Annie, sorry for not talking enough, and I sincerely wish you the best of luck. You're going to be surrounded with beautiful friends and keep on growing into a beautiful person, and things will always look up even when your lungs feel like they're filled with oil and you can barely move without crushing feelings of dread. @teen-fangirl, sorry for just responding now and then leaving, I really do wish you the best  <3 Same to @doctorhooves345, @kikiforever24, anyone else I missed, and Angie, even though I'm not entirely sure if you're still on Wattpad. You're beautiful people and I thank you for all the good memories and for making me smile.
          	
          	Goodbye,
          	Doodle

SlowlyDrift

@myothercarsatardis Well, I hope that someday you will get to recieve this, even if you deleted the app you can still come back to this. ....you really did help me with what I was dealing with at the time, even now. I have had some very dark thoughts and even once tried to...you know. But, what matters is that you kept being so dang positive all the time...and I admired you for that. Because you reminded me of myself and what I wanted to do for other people so much. To not see them suffer and be able to make things all better. But I'm glad now. Not about you leaving, but just the fact that you as a person made such an impact. :D
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SlowlyDrift

Somewhere, within the ruins of the myothercarisatardis account, a small voice calls out in confusion. 
          "...are you there?"

SlowlyDrift

There is no sound to describe the warm smile that frames the person's face. "See you there. A certain Melody Shadow will message you." The voice then vanishes in a fraction of a second, off to the cyberspace of a web.
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myothercarsatardis

@doctorhooves345 there's the sound of papers shuffling from somewhere to your left and the same voice pipes up again after a moment. "i have a tumblr at @aheadfullofglassbees if you wanna talk there? i'm very active on there." you think you can hear the voice smiling as they shuffle their feet a little. "i mean, i'm down to try to reconnect if you are!"
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SlowlyDrift

There is a long silence, and a small *ping* resonates through the place. "Oh..." There is a shifting sound, as if someone was changing places. "is there any way that I can connect with you again?" the voice tries, trying to find the echo that responded.
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myothercarsatardis

I deleted the app, so it's pretty unlikely that I'll do anything on here much. I thought about deleting the account too, but I'm too damn sentimental to even think about doing it. It's been a rollercoaster, hasn't it? One full of memories both good and bad. Of toxic friendships, of amazing friendships I still have to this day, people I haven't talked to in months but who used to make me smile and cry and love and feel so damn much. Of beautiful poetry and beautiful artists and stories that touched me. Beautiful people. Beautiful memories, all hung up and golden.
          
          But memories are meant to live in the past. To everyone who I talk with off-Wattpad, can't wait to talk to you again, you're all lovely people. Annie, sorry for not talking enough, and I sincerely wish you the best of luck. You're going to be surrounded with beautiful friends and keep on growing into a beautiful person, and things will always look up even when your lungs feel like they're filled with oil and you can barely move without crushing feelings of dread. @teen-fangirl, sorry for just responding now and then leaving, I really do wish you the best  <3 Same to @doctorhooves345, @kikiforever24, anyone else I missed, and Angie, even though I'm not entirely sure if you're still on Wattpad. You're beautiful people and I thank you for all the good memories and for making me smile.
          
          Goodbye,
          Doodle

SlowlyDrift

@myothercarsatardis Well, I hope that someday you will get to recieve this, even if you deleted the app you can still come back to this. ....you really did help me with what I was dealing with at the time, even now. I have had some very dark thoughts and even once tried to...you know. But, what matters is that you kept being so dang positive all the time...and I admired you for that. Because you reminded me of myself and what I wanted to do for other people so much. To not see them suffer and be able to make things all better. But I'm glad now. Not about you leaving, but just the fact that you as a person made such an impact. :D
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TheGirlWhoLovedABook

Talk. To. Me.

TheGirlWhoLovedABook

@TheGirlWhoLovedABook Goodbye..
            You be good now. I love you.
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TheGirlWhoLovedABook

@TheGirlWhoLovedABook Noooooo!!!!
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myothercarsatardis

@TheGirlWhoLovedABook ...Sure. If that helps you sleep at night. I gotta eat breakfast now since my sister's making me, talk to you later little syster :)
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TheGirlWhoLovedABook

It's been months since I spammed thee! 
          I miss you. 
          *hugs* 
          LET IT RIP, FELLAS! 
          Band:Every second and every hour I miss you, I miss you, I miss you more! 
          Me:SOLO! 
          HELLO. IT'S ME. I'VE BEEN GONE FOR FIFTY YEARS, BUT NOW I'M REALLY MISSING THEE. 
          Selena Gomez: We don't talk anymore. We don't talk any- 
          *shot* 
          Me:THIS IS MY SPOTLIGHT! YOU AREN'T WELCOME HERE! 
           #SPAM!

myothercarsatardis

Hi. Um, hi, hello.
          
          So I think I'm gonna take a break from Wattpad. (Yes, I've kinda been taking one anyways, but this makes it official!) Y'know, turn off notifications, leave this app alone for a while, all that jazz. The reasons why aren't very important, I just don't want unnessecary stress or drama in my life right now because my mood and head is being stupid and I don't want to accidentally hurt anyone. Probably just being overdramatic, but oh well.
          
          No one probably cares at all, but whatever, I wanted to make it official :P Plus I wanted to explain in case anyone tries to message me. Sorry about that, by the way. And it probably won't be permanent, I'll probably check the app every once in a while, but it's pretty unlikely that I'll see anything right away.
          
          So see ya? Sayonora? Or, as I suppose the right phrase would be, talk to you later. I love you all, stay safe and keep being your beautifully glorious selves.

SlowlyDrift

@myothercarsatardis  I guess I'll see ya around then. *Starts singing* We'll meet again...don't know where...don't know when...but I know we might meet again some sunny day.
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