hey. just a little heads up, as i’ve been receiving quite a few messages regarding the media on my profile (such as updates). Being completely upfront , i will be deleting everything on this account. Looking back on camren as a whole now that im an adult I feel beyond ashamed that i was ever apart of this community. When i first fell down the “camren” rabbit hole i was a preteen girl who was extremely insecure about my sexuality. i found immense comfort in the camren community and thought there was nothing wrong with it. looking at it now as an adult, writing the things i wrote about camila and lauren, even after they both expressed how invasive and hurtful it was towards them was beyond wrong of me. the guilt and shame i feel when i acknowledge the fact that at any point in time over the last 8 years that i’ve had this account that the girls could have found my page and read the stories i have hurts my heart. now that i’ve had time to mature and realize my faults i’ve realized that the content i have on wattpad needs to be permanently taken down. even though i walked away from the camren community years ago, keeping up explicit stories about the girls would be beyond toxic of me. just felt the need to share before everything was suddenly taken down.
ps, for all who still ship camren, i DONT think you’re bad people. in fact, most of you are some of the sweetest people i’ve ever met. but just remember that being caught up in the idea “of what could’ve been” has actively hurt and caused damage to lauren and camila. two genuinely sweet souls who didn’t deserve that. the things we wrote/said about them genuinely ruined their friendship, even though that wasn’t our intentions it’s just the truth. i hope life treats all of you well, sending nothing but peace and blessings <3
