Soo kind of like my username, this is my own personal story. Since the summer, I have *not* periodically kept a journal, and now that is what will be on here, along with any new ones I write in the future. My purpose? I have been seriously contemplating my death, and I want this along with journal as permanent documentation of what I have been through, what I am going through, and what I will go through. It includes my own thoughts and at points can be and will be triggering, it even is to my own self most of the time. This is a warning, though I will have one at the beginning of my official journal.