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y'all I was looking back in a journal I kept last year cause I was lowkey depressed and holy fucking shit I had a huge glow up. I was just this little insecure girl who wanted everyone to like her and felt so out of place. All I had wanted was this big friend group and I was so obsessed with the fact that I was alone. Now an entire year later, I really don't give a fuck about a lot of that anymore. I learned that having my two really close friends is good enough. I learned that I loved my body, even though its kinda wide, and a little broad. I realized my priorities are to be successful, go to a good college, pursue my passions and do things I love, like writing and the fact that I don't have a bf, or a huge friend group is literally not a big deal. Tbh idk why I'm writing all this out. I guess I just want people to know that life sucks ass. trends suck, ppl suck, and life in general sucks. But, if you know what you want, what you believe and actually strive to make a change, then everything gets better eventually.