I just wanna say thank u so much for these books, ur dedication to them is amazing, ur books are helping me cope with my ed too, dunno if i’m weird for this but I wish that Tom and Carson were real people cos I need people like that, who don’t give up on me no matter how much I push them away like they are with Jules, last night I literally had a dream about them, that’s how much I have read ur books and I dunno what they even look like haha! But thank u so much for everything