I find myself lacking in love aspect. Maybe because I've buried my true self under those judgements, harsh comment, unappreciated, not deserving. That I think I don't deserve such attention and that I'm a nuisance to be with, I don't love myself if isn't obvious. Hahaha A lot are bewildered why I still haven' t have a boyfriend at my age. Hahaha Well I guess I'm abnormal. Hahaha. But I'm still hoping.. believing that someday someone would look at me, really look at me... Not from the outside the silver lining I build to protect myself but rather the girl that craves for Love. #confession