TW: Depression, Rant
Uh hi. It's been a while.
Old or new followers, hello. It's me. Naturally crazy angst writer MaiMia. I have bad news? Well, after sitting on my ass for months since my last update, I'm here to announce that I will no longer be writing and updating for an extended period of time. Not to say I will stop writing completely, but it's not a hiatus. Just complete stop. Nothing about writing, nothing about thinking about updating. This is just a pause in my life where I really have started to sink in a deep hole of depression. A few months ago, I singlehandedly destroyed nearly all of my relationships with friends. Since then, I struggled to stay afloat. What used to be my love and passion has dried up and I hate it. I want to write, express feelings, but everytime I write, it's surges of uncomfortableness and demotivation. I haven't been able to finish a single story, nor a collab since my last update. And recently, maybe it's just me, but I can't confidently say I have a lot of friends anymore, not even with the people I used to be close to. I can no longer find a safe space anywhere and every thing I do brings up memories of the friends I used to have. As such, I have decided to quit Wattpad and writing for a period of time.
Honestly, to those people I wish I could call my friends, just leave me alone and stop acting nice to me if you don't care about me anymore.
Other than my decaying mental state, I now can officially announce that my physical health has gotten a lot worse after testing with medical professionals. For now, surveillance is needed, that's all I will say.
Anyway, TL:DR, due to physical and mental health taking a worse turn, this author will be quiting Wattpad and writing for an undetermined amount of time, maybe even forever. Thank you for the support and kind words in these 3-4 years, I wish you all well and happiness. I feel bad for my unfinished stories, but their end is for now.
Take care.
With sincerity,
MaiMia 2023