mysticcrybaby

Hey guys!! I'm back with another update.
          	
          	I'll be unpublishing TBOAW until further notice. A lot of content featured in the story really only spreads stigma and I do not wish to be associated with the story any longer until I'm ready to move on. 
          	
          	Since TBOAW was made during a time of trauma in my life, I'd greatly appreciate it if you didn't bring it up to me as much as possible. I do not feel comfortable talking about it or kendy in general (ok ko talk is fine, just not too much) 
          	
          	I don't want this account or any stories to be associated with any of my other accounts that I have now so if you have contact with any other of my social medias, don't contact me on there unless you KNOW I'm comfortable with it. (Only mutuals or friends can talk to me on other socials, please understand that it's not because I don't like people, it's for my comfort and for the comfort of others as well) 
          	
          	This may or may not be my final announcement before I decide to completely remove this account, and even though I have many good memories as well, I'd rather get rid of all the bad stuff and move on instead. 
          	
          	So TBOAW is no longer going to be available to read, I do not want children or really anyone finding my old story and reading it. 
          	
          	I hope y'all understand! Oh and I'll also be removing any ok ko content off of my YouTube channel. I'm 14 now, I gotta live up to my mistakes and fix them! :] 
          	
          	P.S. I'm in therapy now for my trauma, so that's good ig! :] I'm doing my best to get better and that's what counts!!!
          	
          	I'll be back with more updates possibly, and I'm really sorry of these apologies or announcements are getting annoying but I just feel really guilty and I'm trying to make things better one step at a time! 
          	
          	Have a good day or night everyone! ^^
          	

mysticcrybaby

Hey guys!! I'm back with another update.
          
          I'll be unpublishing TBOAW until further notice. A lot of content featured in the story really only spreads stigma and I do not wish to be associated with the story any longer until I'm ready to move on. 
          
          Since TBOAW was made during a time of trauma in my life, I'd greatly appreciate it if you didn't bring it up to me as much as possible. I do not feel comfortable talking about it or kendy in general (ok ko talk is fine, just not too much) 
          
          I don't want this account or any stories to be associated with any of my other accounts that I have now so if you have contact with any other of my social medias, don't contact me on there unless you KNOW I'm comfortable with it. (Only mutuals or friends can talk to me on other socials, please understand that it's not because I don't like people, it's for my comfort and for the comfort of others as well) 
          
          This may or may not be my final announcement before I decide to completely remove this account, and even though I have many good memories as well, I'd rather get rid of all the bad stuff and move on instead. 
          
          So TBOAW is no longer going to be available to read, I do not want children or really anyone finding my old story and reading it. 
          
          I hope y'all understand! Oh and I'll also be removing any ok ko content off of my YouTube channel. I'm 14 now, I gotta live up to my mistakes and fix them! :] 
          
          P.S. I'm in therapy now for my trauma, so that's good ig! :] I'm doing my best to get better and that's what counts!!!
          
          I'll be back with more updates possibly, and I'm really sorry of these apologies or announcements are getting annoying but I just feel really guilty and I'm trying to make things better one step at a time! 
          
          Have a good day or night everyone! ^^
          

mysticcrybaby

I know most of yall won't see this and that yeah, I'm basically inactive AND already apologized before, I'm apologizing again bc I cannot ever apologize enough nor regret what I did enough.
          
          Alright, let's talk:
          
          the things that are posted here are OLD. EXTREMELY OLD. I drew/wrote these things when I was 10-11. I didn't have a good concept of what underage meant and I was fresh out of my trauma. I will be going back and erasing the stuff I had posted. I deeply apologize and as a victim of CSA, I am disgusted and terrified of my past actions. I know my past will tag along with me, but I've grown up and moved on. Once again, I apologize and deeply regret and punish myself almost daily for the content I created back then. Yeah, I was a kid, but it doesn't mean I shouldn't own up to my actions. 
          
          So just know, any of the NSFW things I drew in 2017-2018, I DO NOT condone. Thanks for reading! <3
          
          oh and, DO NOT EVER DRAW NSFW MINORS EVER. Before, I used to think that aging them up was okay, but it's not. Don't. draw. NSFW. of. minors. EVER. DO NOT INTERACT WITH ME IF YOU DRAW NSFW OF MINORS. (this does not include your past, as I do not want to be hypocritical! You can interact but just as long as you've changed :])
          
          (P.S. I think I'll be scraping/erasing this account and I'll be making a new one for the rewrite of TBAOW if it ever DOES come out.)

mysticcrybaby

@Steven_Shi_Gilite thanks for reading! I'm okay,  and I appreciate your words! I've apologized about this topic a lot so I was worried that it was getting annoying skdhdk,,, anyways, thanks for reading again and I hope you have a good day or night!! 
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Steven_Shi_Gilite

@mysticcrybaby I completely understand, and have gone through the same. All we needed is that you knew what is wrong and you are improving from it, I'm glad you came out about it. I hope you're okay.
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mysticcrybaby

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sorry if these apologies are getting annoying, i just feel awful about the shit i did when i was younger and I'm trying to relieve the guilt and finally move on. :]
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mysticcrybaby

Ok so I'm planning on coming back oof i miss this place OwO