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HEYA! I’m an British author who likes to write adventurous, abstract, romantic, erotica novels. 
          
          My first Wattpad publication, ‘My Trophy Boy’, is a story about a dramatic whirlwind between two businessmen that navigate the reality of life.
          ‘Undiscovered truths aught to be told.’
          
          Disclaimer! READ THE TAGS to ensure you know what you’re getting yourself into :)
          
          I would very much appreciate you sharing, commenting and voting on this novel for communal feedback purposes :)
          
          And most importantly hey friend, pleasure to meet your acquaintance. I’m looking for engaged readers that won’t be afraid to dive into the novel and give their judgements about the characters.
          
          P.S I am in the process of editing the novel, so bare with me on any minute errors. Also feel free to PM me.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1016641031?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=bubblegum_space&wp_originator=OODKc15%2F7RlFWbg%2BOsQrrq2IGqwgNPtl%2BVlPvNtFWEAKG2XkUt6AtOMDu0u7z%2F47QoBArF9Zz05cifTSQkVrcjySS3o4ng0jfrrjGA%2BYM53UInQJUFsME%2FvHiotD4Up8

guys

i had a bad panic attack and emailed my bf because they help and they emailed me and I sent something explaining what was happening and its been a day since they replied and I feel like I fucked up but it might just be my bad anxiety

welp! maybe I'm not genderfluid. omg omgomgogmgom ok let me catch you up.
          
          when I put my profile as Nico I hadn't settled on the name. I just was going as ( real name ) at school and home. I figured it out when I was going to sit at lunch with my friend ( we will call her kelsy because people mispronounced her name as that/ she/her straight ) that today was one of my masc days and she looked at me weird. I was just like " yeah you know, the days where you feel kinda boyish?" and she was like " um no, that's just you". so I did the classic am I trans/gay quiz, and surprise surprise I'm " genderfluid". I had some nb friends and my mom started to think I was nb because of it ( I'm not ). anyway, she still used she/her pronouns so whatever I guess. but then I came out to my friends. then I came out to my 15-year-old sis ( ps my parents are divorced ) and she was like whatever dude. the next day I came out to my dad and stepmom and it was all good. my friends were fine with it because we're all gay and that went on for a couple of months until my fully transitioned friend was like " you've been a guy for like 3 months, I think your trans" and I was like " no I'm not, I'm genderfluid I can't control what days I feel like a boy". anyway turns out they thought they were genderfluid before they figured out they were trans so I thought cool story bro but that's not me. so I did more research and turns out this happens with most trans people. anyway, I was thinking of an experiment name to see how it felt, and then Nico was born. My parents found my wreck it  journal and on the write carelessly page I destroyed the f out of it with all my feeling and my dad/stepmom found it and turned up to the other house while I was at school to discuss it and then it slipped out the snake that is my stepmoms mouth that I'm genderfluid. she . outed . me . well dam. my mom/stepdad don't use my pronouns either and my mom still thinks I'm nb

Hey you are a beautiful person and I really hope your doing okay and if you ever need to talk you can always DM me. I’m sorry if I don’t respond straight away though coz I only use the website and sometimes aren’t on for a few days. This goes for anyone seeing this. Also thx for the follow

i guess im married to a raccoon. . . I'm not mad about it because I'm the one who proposed so . . . 
          and yes I am announcing this, its very important

i swear i know this by heart and I didn't look it up 
          the acouchi is a South American rodent of the genus myoprocta that resembles the agouti.
          the name is acouchi 
          pronounced a couchi

breath in - breath out. I just want to say that the pride flag is not the gay flag. it's just a pet peeve of mine but people often mistake it for the gay flag because they didn't know it's not. the pride flag represents the pride of the LGBTQIA+ community for being who they are . i know I'm going on a rant, but it just irritates me.

hey thanks for the follow bestie

thanks for the follow my dude :P