sweetrosi

I care and I still care because deep down I know how it feels like to be left out. To be alone and forced to survive. To be isolated and betrayed. 
          But you are double side sword. I see you hurt people and hurt me as well.

Maybe the reason why i like anime and manga is because I can experience things that I cant acquire in my real life - love, friendship etc.
          
          Because I cant have it in my real life.
          
          Because I'm just me. Thats it.

I wanna be okay, okay and okay

Maybe in certain ways, we all need help but we didnt notice that we have been screaming for it silently.

I just want to cuddle in my mother's warmth

To you that taught me pain of friendship
          Thank you for making me realized how toxicity I was and am
          Thank you for leaving me
          Thank you for letting us apart

Why people are angry of me keeping my own secrets?
          I dont wish to know yours.
          Why eager to know mine?

Can you hear me?

Its a home
          A home that I grow up
          Seeing everything 
          I wish I can get better

When I whisper, none notice.
          When I talk, none listen.
          When I shout, all get mad.
          
          Am I not supposed to defend myself?
          
          Can you even hear me, my heart, once?