So as some of you may know, I'm going through a tough time right now, as I am a directioner and this is the worst week of my life. I'm sorry for the lack of updating, I was going to do it this week but as of the right now I'm too sad to do anything. For those wondering my thoughts on Zayn leaving, here they are.
I'm gonna be completely honest. I'm so happy Zayn left. It's better he left now than rather to deal with the stress on his own and then end up like Kurt Cobain, or Robin Williams, or Heath Ledger. His happiness needs to come before his fame. All he's done for the past four years was tour, record, tour, record, tour, record, tour, record. He needed a break. Does this hurt? Hell yes. Do I want him to come back? Yes. Am I going to stop being a fan, sell my tickets, and stop supporting the other boys? No. I stand by his decision fully. I support him. I know that the other boys support him too. So many people are so worked up over this. Would you rather him be happy? Or him be dead by suicide due to stress. Your choice, but make the right one. From this, he's taught me that myself, my happiness, my mental health, comes before anyone else. That means a lot. Zayn isn't being selfish, he's being smart. And honestly, one day I do believe he will come back to One Direction. He loves it too much to give it up fully. Yes I know he paid 16 million to get out of this, and people are saying he wouldn't have done that if he didn't really want out. Yes I know he wanted out, but I also know he loved touring and loved the boys and loved performing. He loved it, but needed more/longer breaks. I believe he will come back. I believe in his decision. I believe in Zayn Javaad Malik.