nonono please don’t go zuzi. I know you feel like you’re too much, or like you’re a burden but you’re not. not even close. ur someone who’s been loved here more than you probably realize and you’ve made people feel seen, safe, understood… including me. I still need you here. we all still need you here. all of us. you matter so much, even when your mind tries to convince you otherwise. please stay, not out of guilt, but because the world, even the online one, is better with you in it. and I really, really hope you can feel that. either way, I love you a whole bunch and I’m really really sad that you are going through such thing.