good afternoon.
when i wrote that message, i was in a horrible state and i wanted one last goodbye. i was seriously considering killing myself right after i wrote the text but i couldn’t and i couldn’t write anything to say i’m okay. i was too ashamed anyways. i was in a very very very bad place back then, and it seemed like that was the only way out. turns out, it wasn’t. i got help from my best friend and got better, but was very guilty about what happened. i haven’t been on this app since then. i am truly sorry even though it’s too late. i never thought that this many people care about me. i chickened out, i panicked and i couldn’t get back here. i know, i’m a horrible person and i’m owning up to my mistakes.
yet again, i’m sorry, even though i don’t deserve your forgiveness.
your dearest,
simona
