𝖓𝖎𝖆

I was so scared to lose him, until I realized I already had. All the time we’d spent together, everytime my heart started to love his a little more, until I finally accepted the illusion I was desperately trying to bring into reality. 
          
          His mind never thought of me like how I did of him, his heart wasn’t filled with me, like mine was with his. 
          But he was happy, not with me but with her and I knew it all along but what can I say 
          it was all just a desperate desire

HI NIAAA

Your soul kissed me in ways no pair of lips could ever replicate

I would let him drag me all the way to hell, if in the end it meant holding his hand on the way down

Not passion, just poison

locked out my account again- marie :(

Is it okay that i cried while reading chapter 18 of comatose i wish i cud hug u so bad