the crush i have on him rn is massive. not only he is hot, but is an amazing friend and supporter. he is always confused about my name, which was always changing a while ago. he always asked me “what should i call you now?” and “how is it pronounced?”. like, when some ppl call me a name that i dont like (e.g. my real name) i dont feel that comfortable. but when someone calls me by the name i want, i feel comfortable because thats what labels me, what identifies me. and, he even helped me come out to my friends. he was like: “so, what are you” i was like “idk” and he said “if you are something, you can say it to us and we can help you!” so i came out and he even asked me abt my old crush (yes, the sexist one) and he even asked me what helped me realise that. i love him i love him i love him smsmsmsm but im kinda scared to both tell him bc i think i will get rejected and, if i dont, i dont rlly wanna be im a relationship. i just hope he hasnt done anything bad cuz i cant imagine being enemies with him again.