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          I kinda do actually believe when they say ,
          "After a bad day it will be a best day"
          I mean it was actually happening , missing someone u used to hear ,text,see them is a routine isnt it in life , that was my routine , we talked had fun sometimes we were jealousy sometimes angry sometimes happy or sad , but we were together nomatter what happened then suddenly stopped talking w each other hearing each others voice , i mean no matter how much i say its hurt & hurtfull it still wont describe the feeling u have to feel it inside ur heart & cheast , you'll cry like i did , will be on ur worst day , BUT , it suddenly happened talking again you know how different it is ALOT
          
          Feeling the deja vú of being shyyyyy & blushhing
           Awhhh dear God 
          I wish i could describe how happy i was hearing thouse words from THAT person , i wish i could
          But im glad without me saying it uk how i do
          
          
          There are bad days and good days 
          
          
          Be careful in both
          
          
          
          
          
          "DEJA VU"
          
          
          
          
          
          
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سوپاست دەکەم گەر کەمێک کات بدەی بە چیڕۆکەکەم وە خوێنەری بیت وڤۆت و کۆمێنت بکەیت ☺♥
          
          
          
          
          
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          Is it posibble to hate ur mom...
          
          I mean i do but is it? , not a phsyco but i kinda wanna stab her right in the heart when she overreacts some unnececarry things ughhh i just hate her , it may be like "oh girl how could u hate ur mother blah blah blah.." if u were in my place u sure would thing or want the same thing , actually i dont get it why does she have to act like that acting all bitchy swearing load voice ugh i just hate it 
          Bo wonder why some people move out of the house when thier adult "no wonder"
          
          

          
          Theres a word called "alone" 
          
          Sometimes its awkward saying that word right 
          It is actually u can not use that word if u dont fell it , if u've never felt it , been in it , in the "loneliness" mode , this hits u when u lost someone u trully loved that even u where so sshooked how could i love a person  that much when people said i love them more than myself i never though something like this is real , until i said that word by my own mind and mouth saying the word i love them more than myself it was that deep that if someone could've said u or that person i would choose them , it wasnt just a person , that person is in my heart with theres blood in heart and that blood goes through all the viens , when u didnt know its the last time last fight together last ily last missed u last hru last everything , oh i wish i would've died not seeing myself in this sitiuation , this is loneliness im in it i wont get out of it never ever well, that it when u lost that person who was everything then honey ...
          Thats when..
          
          
          "You have the right to say im alone , i fell lonely"
          
          
          
          
          

          Sometimes u fell something in ur heart , its a feeling that scares u what if somthing happened? You know that somethings wrong that feeling makes ur legs weak u feel dizzy knowing something is happening even if its bot gonna happen ur still scared of it happening , u just think of God and praying to God and telling him ya allah inshallah nothing well happen ya allah inshallah everythings gonna be alright , and leave ur hopes to God 
          
          {INSHALLAH NOTHING WELL HAPPEN}
          

Sometimes you dont know what to do , you dont know what is for the best , you dont know if being silence is better or to talk , its right sometimes our family arent the ones who comforts us but some strangers do , that strangers becomes the most important person in ur life its someone u never knew about , its someone u never even imagined its that person , u guys are together everythings fine u both are doing great , proud of wach other together fixing things , went through worst and best together always here for eachother but them suddenly everythings changes , ur not able to see o hear about that person anymore this is the right time to say " i lost my everything"
          Cuz that person that human was everything for you ur joy ur saddness , everything 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          {crying while writing this} 
          

سوپاس بۆ فاڵەوەکەت و دانانی چیرۆکەکەم لە کتێبخانەکەت نازدار❤️»