a look into how Melissa thinks on a daily basis
"If I died would anyone care? no one seems to really care that I'm alive. my parents sure as hell don't, but if they do they sure as hell hide it as deep as they can. my brothers don't care what affect them staying up north has on me. the youngest twin girl ,the perfect prick that dose no wrong, doesn't care about anyone but herself. my aunt and uncle doesn't even want to see me, they only put me in the damn wedding because my sister died and my half sisters hate each other. so to avoid drama they weren't even invited to the wedding, but the real reason the oldest half sister wasn't invited was revenge because she didn't have enough money to pay for her kids to go to her wedding. all people live for is drama and revenge. is life even worth this kinda stress? I haven't left my house in a month because my parents can't let go. I get yelled at on a daily basis because I'm the youngest. so everything comes back on me .do I deserve it? probably not. do I have to live with it? of course!!"
