nadine <3

so i haven't been here in a sec bc i typically read on ao3 but i'm currently reading this one like sbi fic called evermore. and tommy has hanahaki disease which if you don't know is a fictional disease where you throw up flowers coming from ur lungs until you die bc they flower has like essentially suffocated you and it's caused by unrequited love. tommy has it not bc of romance but bc his family doesn't rlly love/care ab him but it's really good and it's making me sad. i want to lay in the floor and sob and cry

So I get wattpad notifications to my email and my mom just mentioned how I got a new follower and she asked me a bunch of questions about wether or not I write anything and I was like no, I have two stories that I don’t acknowledge bc I hate them 

estelle huh

Ok should I continue to read marauders by pengiwen? I’m enjoying it but Remus just feels like a side character which sucks bc I love him, but a lot of people say it’s good I just idk

Somebody please tell why I choose to read sad Larry docs exclusively. In the past two days I’ve read both hoping this cold blue water scrubs me clean and spits me out again and I wanna write you a song. Why do I feel the need to do this to myself?

That’s definitely the hardest I’ve cried in a while

Hey everyone I’m finally back. That lent felt like it went on forever but now to read HTCBW I’m terrified 

Just finished pensieve all I have to say is ouch. I didn’t think he’d actually do it