Ayna

I tried to be harsh on you but why do i missed you more than usually.fak

Gladly i had a very poor eyesight . I used it to ignored you whenever you tried to smile at me

Dont ever look at me , near to me , talk , smile and others you used to grab my attention on me . Jebal i knew that u used me as toy only

Saw you every morning was working at canteen makes me want to slap your face hardly .

I missed our morning wish i missed the moments we had a fought i missed the way you praised me i missed your sweetest voice i missed everything but now it will become as the most beautiful moments in lofe .

How are you ? Do you wake up early today ? Are you okay ? This questions go round and round and keep in my mind .

Would it will be okay without you ?

This year raya i feel strange

Why i cant have a normal life just like you ? Am i too pathetic 

Jebal..