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Loving your newbook again my fave authourrrrrrrr

before you ask me. Two books? that's not gonna work like last time, trust me. I have it planned out-ish. two books in varying different styles to keep myself writing, it's a good thing really. or not. I don't know if it'll burn me out but in due time, we'll see what will happen.

you know what would be pretty funny, if I were to talk about what I do while writing. I just listen to music and procrastinate for like 30 minutes watching Dead Meat (the kill count horror channel on Youtube, yes I like horror and I do have plans to do a horror book in the future) But I don't listen to kpop when I write, if I were to tell you what I do listen to while writing, It would be quite. maybe unexpected? I don't know why I will post it but it would be funny to see if anyone asks what music I do listen to while writing and I don't mind answering, just honest answers.

Well, I'm done writing 'take me back to eden' it was great writing it. I may be out of shape from how I used to write but. I guess, things change. But I enjoyed writing it. Sure it was short. But hey. It meant a lot to me. And here on forward. I don't know what to do, except for that Nmixx book I have planned out. So, keep a lookout for that. I'm gonna take a rest. I'm tired.

just a reminder, I know I'm not updating like normal but school you know. So, in all fairness. I'm just planning for more book ideas as well in the mean time and working on 'take me to eden' which has been a slow process since rewriting since I'm just trying to perfect it as much as I can. But, in the meantime, here's the next group I'm doing next. it's Nmixx, now don't say 'We had a lot of NMIXX in 'just a manager' and in 'home'' yeah but you know, if you think about it. In 'just a manager' I've done groups that I've already done/haven't and that includes New Jeans, Le Sserafim, IVE and yes NMIXX out of the ones I haven't done into a book yet. But does that mean will I do another New Jeans book? no, will I do a Le Sserafim book as well? also no. It's just more based off what I'm feeling and an Nmixx book seems fairly concidental since I am doing a Kyujin book rn but trust me, I'm just feeling like doing Nmixx this time around. Could change though but eh, we'll see. (P.S, I was gonna make another New Jeans book but I had no idea what to do with it so it went in the countless of other drafts in my documents so, no high hopes for them but maybe I'll do a Danielle or Haerin book idk)

yo when is the next update for the secret book?

felt a little goofy and released the first chapter of my new book. And I know I've been gone for a while but I've come to the conclusion within the timespan I've been gone that, my heart isn't in the right place when it comes to 'Tell me' or 'cafe' I won't sugarcoat it towards you when you deserve to know the truth. I've made those on a whim, I don't necessarily know how I'll end them or hell, do I even know what's going to happen next in those stories. And I've felt I let you down in that regard, 'cafe' was a draft that should've never turned into a book in my opinion, and 'tell me' was just me following the common trend at the time. I've been struggling the past time since 'home' had ended. I don't know what I have left in me to tell a story, and so in the current moment. I've decided that I'm discontinuing those two books and I apologize for making you wait this long. I know you've looked forward towards those books but I don't have the drive to continue them anymore when my own personal interest at heart towards them has been lost. I'm sorry to all of you and I mean it. It was a hard decision but it was one I had pondered about many times throughout the past few weeks and this was the conclusion I had been brought to at the end of it. I want to be the best for you guys and that's all I want, and I can't give you the best of my ability when my heart isn't into the writing and the story I want to portray. I hope you understand that, surely. But with this new book 'take me back to eden' I had planned and will be putting my heart into it. It may be not the one you expect or what but it was one that I had came up with that had severely interested me. It'll be all set in one location and trust me when I say this, I had many trouble picking out an idol to match it and it came down to Kyujin, she's underrated and isn't necessarily a popular idol per se, but I hope that enough of the story or whatever I can provide can interest you. Sorry for everything again.

You're probably wondering what I'm doing. I'm working on something for you guys that's not tell me or cafe. Now you're gonna be like 'UPDATE THEM' answer is no. It's something I came up with on my trip, now it's more of a surprise rather than me just straight telling you. It's gonna be a while. so that means no updates for a while, also because of school too. (I missed a week of college and now I'm lost on what to do for my assignments) so. Don't fret, I'M STILL HERE. But just busy and working on this thing I have going on FOR YOU guys. Don't take it that's I've abandoned you guys. If I were to leave, I'd tell you. That's all for now, just look forward for what I have in mind.

I should be home in about 3 days? I know its taking long but i should have a new chapter up in about ehhhhhh, some what a few days for ‘cafe’ dont ask me about ‘tell me’ though its still on hiatus 

okay ygs remember last year when i said i was going on vacation and i was inactive for a while? yeah im going on vacation again but for like a week soooooo, no updates for a while. Just sayin since i forgot to upload this last night and well, cant keep all of you in the dark so I’ll be back soon.