omg today has been AWFULLLL it was supposed to be fun pictures or wtv, and it was at first. But next thing I know, my dad is doing my makeup? Foundation, concealer, eyebrows, eyelashes. I asked for just simple eyeshadow. When I looked into the mirror i didn’t recognize myself. He told me he wanted it to show ME, my face, my personality. But it doesn’t look like me. It looks like a Barbie doll. A doll just sitting there, posing as he tells me too.
This like idk, new me? Is honestly sm prettier. Long full eyelashes. No bags under my eyes. Like how my dad wants me to look. The dress is nice and appropriate, again, what my dad wants from me. I’m beginning to think that I should just look like this all the time atp.
