Aun

I feel comfortable and confident now, I feel good din because I always get the highest scores!!

We had a photoshoot earlier for our id, I felt so nervous and I felt ugly when I removed my facemask but when I removed it, everyone was saying that I looked so pretty. When I got home a friend of mine, she told me that I look so pretty and everybody was talking about me until they got home

but now, I honestly like being in school. I get good grades and I am able to participate well, I'm certain that I would be one of with the highest honors this school year. It feels nice, I have friends, my classmates are fun to be with, they make me laugh, I feel confident whenever going to school, everyone waves at me and says that I'm pretty. I feel so nice and it warms my heart

I'm most passive aggressive when I don't feel safe to be vulnerable about what's really bothering me.
            

the feeling of being miserable will always be with me, no matter what I'm experiencing or facing, it's something that would always be inside of me. It's what makes me what I am

It's something that I hate but also the thing that keeps me alive

is a part of me

I just want things to

Im scared to ask anything I care too much about what you'll think of me

do you want me to do anything

Makes me want to stop breathing

I feel it in my chest

It hurts

I care about you so much that I want you to die

I love you nel

My safe place

keep myself away from you

I'll forwvwr

I hate you

Just kill me please