okay, uh, a little vent i guess? i have a second fanfic account (no i wont be sharing it) on a different site and that's where i put my longer, more serious works and have been using this one mostly for practice and whatnot. i still do my best here, and i do enjoy fulfilling requests when i actually get around to it, but i won't deny i put much more time and energy and my heart and soul into my longer writing (by long I mean between 2k to 11k words). and i know i wrote my most recent and longest fic for myself, i know there wasn't any audience for my ship, but i still feel so sad that there has yet to be any response to it aside from one close friend admitting that they read it. in wattpad terms, there are no votes, there are no comments, just less than 10 viewers and none of them have said anything. now i just have to sit here and wonder if i wasted the past week i spent writing it and if i should even keep trying writing :(
i'll be going back to working on requests here in the meantime since i usually am able to at least get a little bit of audience feedback and that's more motivating than what personally makes me happy at the moment