namnam_e

yaktım tüm yazdıklarımı
          yok oldular
          hepsini kül ettim
          hicbir şey kalmadı dilimde
          bir tek sözlerini bilmedigim şarkılar

i'm still a believer but i don't know why
          i've never been a natural
          all i do is try, try, try
          i'm still on that trapeze
          i'm still trying everything

all the whispers in my ear
          all the friends i thought i knew
          all the people i outgrew
          all the nights i wasted tears
          all the disappearing years
          for a while was in denial
          my mother's least favorite child

overanalyse every single word you hear
          was this a sign that things were going wrong?
          no, no, you were the one that cared too hard

I don't care how long it takes as long as I'm with you 
          
          save your tears it'll be okay

who could ever leave me darling?
          but who could stay?

i gave so many signs
          so many signs
          you didn't even see the signs

and i know
          i make the same mistake everytime
          bridges burn i never learn
          at least i did one thing right

when i walk around all of the streets
          where i grew up and found my feet
          they can't look me in the eye
          it's like they're scared of me
          i try to think of things to say
          like a joke or a memory
          but they don't recognize me now

i've changed every part of me
          until the puzzle pieces aren't me at all
          i look in the mirror, now i'm just a jigsaw-aw
          all i did just to make you happy
          still, you don't even fucking love me