I've been trying to find myself for a while, and I still feel like I'm not with it. I've finally found my self, but I feel like myself as a person, I'm not good enough, I don't know, I feel tired, I'm tired of always feeling this emptiness in my side of me, I'm tired of it, but I also can't live without it. It's like a comfort to me, and I don't think I wanted to go away, but at the same time, I'm tired of having it as a comfort. I'm tired of having inside, yes, my only friend I'm tired of walking to normal places and fearing that everyone is judging me... I feel like life is just kicking me in the ass for all the mistakes I made, I know life isn't supposed to be easy, but I didn't think you would be this hard........... ♡