I can't even describe how I am feeling right now. My heart feels simultaneously heavy and numb at the same time. I feel helpless and hopeless and I don't know what to do. How many black people have to die before change happens? RIP George Floyd, Breonna Taylor, Ahmaud Arbery, Regis Korchinski-Paquet (Canada), and countless others who were murdered. I am tired. I am numb.