naotoscuteandfunnygf

hi lovelies! <3
          	
          	just letting you know there’s ‘out of nowhere’ update of GO that i just posed! 
          	
          	ik ik ik it’s been months, and funnily enough i have the stereotypical fanfic writer explanation that ranges from my mother being hospitalized to school starting which has been pretty rough 
          	
          	but none of that was the main reason for not updating because it was more so quite literally my fault… more specifically my brains fault. 
          	
          	the past few months i’ve been feeling very self deprecating and inferior about my writing and went through a period of hating GO b/c i felt like anything i posted was terrible and didn’t deserve to be seen. 
          	
          	but that isn’t to say i wasn’t doing anything bc i was LITERALLY WRITING THIS ENTIRE TIME. pls believe when i say i never stopped writing and i really didn’t want to let this story go. like chapter was fully written right after 05, that’s how long its been, but i just didn’t like it no matter how many times i changed it. 
          	
          	and not only that but i have like 100+ drafts of so many fics/ideas from so many different fandoms that i’ve been too anxious to share. but i get that you can only improve your writing if you keep sharing and that i can always go back and fix it. 
          	
          	but it wasn’t just my newfound freedom from the shackles of school that motivated me, but (as cheesy as it sounds) it truly was the comments and messages you send me. it reminded me that my writing wasn’t complete dogshit and that people liked reading what i had to say. 
          	
          	i won’t ever stop writing and i have so many things i want to share with you guys. but i can’t promise consistency. chapter 07 and 08 are already drafted, i just have to push myself to edit them and get them out asap. once again, im rlly sorry abt my silence (+ to anyone who actually read my nonsensical rambling all the way through). 
          	
          	srsly thank you all sm for reading!  <3

Eliyel

@naotoscuteandfunnygf Never depreciate yourself and never feel the need to justify yourself. Write for yourself first. Don't mind any potential critics, keep the good ones, toss the bad ones. Do what you want, you owe nothing to no one
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

one day i will be free from the yap wizard why did i write sm
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

hi lovelies! <3
          
          just letting you know there’s ‘out of nowhere’ update of GO that i just posed! 
          
          ik ik ik it’s been months, and funnily enough i have the stereotypical fanfic writer explanation that ranges from my mother being hospitalized to school starting which has been pretty rough 
          
          but none of that was the main reason for not updating because it was more so quite literally my fault… more specifically my brains fault. 
          
          the past few months i’ve been feeling very self deprecating and inferior about my writing and went through a period of hating GO b/c i felt like anything i posted was terrible and didn’t deserve to be seen. 
          
          but that isn’t to say i wasn’t doing anything bc i was LITERALLY WRITING THIS ENTIRE TIME. pls believe when i say i never stopped writing and i really didn’t want to let this story go. like chapter was fully written right after 05, that’s how long its been, but i just didn’t like it no matter how many times i changed it. 
          
          and not only that but i have like 100+ drafts of so many fics/ideas from so many different fandoms that i’ve been too anxious to share. but i get that you can only improve your writing if you keep sharing and that i can always go back and fix it. 
          
          but it wasn’t just my newfound freedom from the shackles of school that motivated me, but (as cheesy as it sounds) it truly was the comments and messages you send me. it reminded me that my writing wasn’t complete dogshit and that people liked reading what i had to say. 
          
          i won’t ever stop writing and i have so many things i want to share with you guys. but i can’t promise consistency. chapter 07 and 08 are already drafted, i just have to push myself to edit them and get them out asap. once again, im rlly sorry abt my silence (+ to anyone who actually read my nonsensical rambling all the way through). 
          
          srsly thank you all sm for reading!  <3

Eliyel

@naotoscuteandfunnygf Never depreciate yourself and never feel the need to justify yourself. Write for yourself first. Don't mind any potential critics, keep the good ones, toss the bad ones. Do what you want, you owe nothing to no one
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

one day i will be free from the yap wizard why did i write sm
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

I LOST A FREEZE STREAK ON DUOLINGO TO UPLOAD

naotoscuteandfunnygf

oh my god that was so aggressive?? srry abt that. still hope is life is ruined though…
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

still missing my like 450 something streak bc some bitch stole my phone im praying on his downfall every day
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naotoscuteandfunnygf

hi.. i told you updates would be erratic…. no  i’m actually super sorry. 
          
          life happens and it’s happening a bit too much for my liking but good news!! i am writing… well i opened the google doc back in march and have been writing sporadically when i could/had motivation. 04 is almost done, its in its final stages of editing so a new chapter is coming really soon!!
          
          funnily enough i wrote like 11k words and decided to cut it down to 6k to help with pacing and while in the middle of editing i check to see that it’s 8k words and im not even finished so much for trying…
          
          okay that’s all it’s 3 am and im sleep deprived apologies for chucking this out so late. tysm for reading!! :)