I just wanted to let this out.
Forgive me, but I just need to...
Growing up, I can honestly say that my body had never been in its best shape, but it all turned around when I began to figure skate. Well, another contributing factor is the constant comments of people about my body. With that, I began to lessen my consumption of food, sometimes, not even eating at all. There was this time in my life wherein I did not want to eat anything at all, to the point that I try to act like I’m sick or whatsoever. My weight dropped dramatically, and during the process, my hyperacidity attacks visited more frequent than the usual (it had been attacking me since I was just a toddler). I had been going through an eating disorder.
Long story cut short, I am still going through it now. I am trying to win a battle against it. The only thing that I’m quite upset about is how everyone looks at me as if I’m just lazy to eat or whatsoever. They judge me not knowing how much pain I am feeling inside. I had never been the type of person who wants attention, but seeing that there are people like this bothers me. Basically, what I’m trying to say here is that people with eating disorders are having a hard time— show them some care, uplift their spirits.