Narrie

When you text him because you’re bored but then you end up waiting for him to text you back

Did I just started talking to the first guy ever who makes me laugh? i truly hope so

The bullshit I write here is so funny
          Boys SUCKS. They do. I just need to find that one guys that doesn’t suck as much as the others.

My heart hurts.
          It’s funny because it pains the same way it did exactly a year ago today.
          Is this day cursed or what??
          I just hope we stick together……

I keep fucking things up
          All the damn time
          Like I don’t even mean to, it just happens 

I’m going to lose him. I’m not ready. Nor do I want to.

I need to stop letting my emotions control me

It’s not over until it’s over 
          

Something amazing happened to me
          After chasing him for a year or so, I finally decided to let go.
          A month or so (aka now) has passed and I was searching for someone new (which, by the way, I found him and he’s incredible) and suddenly the guy I decided to stop chasing after and realised he wasn’t worthy of my time remembered me.
          But guess what? I’m not that girl anymore. I’m not ANYONE’S second choice. I’m ALWAYS gonna be someone’s first choice, and the moment I’m not, I’m not gonna stay there.
          So may he be full of regrets for letting me go for as long as it takes, because damn, did he miss me out.

Hi feelings
          I have been missing you quite a bit
          Please don’t fail me this time I’m dying to love and be loved