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apologies if i’ve written way too much after way too long. i just missed you and wanted to address every line of your texts. i love you, jaan. hope you’ve been taking care of yourself for me. 

not really, y’know when you’ve been independent and alone for so long- you hardly want anyone invading or tainting your freedom or aura in the slightest. quite protective in that way, if you get me. i had gotten a bit serious with a guy but it’s been over two-three years that we’ve spoken. his words really hurt, perhaps i let them hurt me, i gave him that right so i just shut him off completely. i’m very soft but when i am cold, it’s deal done. 
            else, yeah i’ve had talking stages, situationships whatever you’d like to call it- that’s all i’m into tbf. i’m very focused on me, not much to invest in others. omg tea- there was a prof i had in my masters for a couple of weeks, he was like a guest lecturer and i missed a lot of his classes tbh. but turns out he knew we’d get talking, after almost a year lmaoo so yeah flirting about w a prof now. but in my defense, he’s not too old. it’s funny though, thought i’d share since you barely hear any stories of this kind from my end. 

i remember, darling. i’ve only ever heard good tings about her- or rather, read since i do admit to going through those self threads that you make. i’m sure you both will figure it out and if it’s meant to be, any break can’t solidify the distance between you two. just don’t force it and i’m in love with the woman you’re blossoming into, it’s a pleasure to witness it all. you’ve always been wiser for your age, i know you’ll sort it out and figure whatever it is that you need or want.
            weddings, esp desi ones are so elite. i actually enjoy them a bunch- actually sounds v wholesome. i’m glad you’re able to spend a lot of quality time with your family. 

TUH 

Free my man Luigi !! 

just …yum