i want to inspire people; yes. it's not my intention, but if you're inspired, then babygirl, write your little heart out!
however, what's really aggrivating is when a person becomes so beyond inspired by my writing that they do what i've written about; they harm themselves because they were inpired by me.
please, if you're reading this and you know that you've done this, stop. you're only getting unwanted, negative attention by hurting yourself. by changing your attitude to fit my narrative, your cause disruption in your daily life, and you will lose friends if you keep acting that way.
please, please don't take my poems so seriously. they are just poems. yes, at the point that i wrote them, i was young and only wanted love and wondered if starving or cutting myself would get me the attention i wanted;
i never ended up acting upon those thoughts, but i've seen people thst did those exact things. want a spoiler? it didn't give them the right attention they wanted.
if my poem is triggering you, please just ask me and i'll take it down. i've already unpublished a few that i thought were pretty messed up. but what's really messed up is the fact that i have to say and do this. i care so much about the people around me that i have to watch what i write; what kind of a writer even am i? that's just it -- a writer who cares about her followers and friends.
idk idk. luv y'all, bye.