Hi everyone! Just some updates from me because I know I've been quiet lately and fell off the newsletter without explaining.
So first, I wrote a prologue from Michael's POV to Ghost Perfume that I think is LONG overdue. I uploaded it today so any new readers and rereaders can enjoy it. And if you're a rereader, I'd love to know what you think! If you wish you'd have had this prologue the first time, or if you'd have preferred not to know it hehe .. it's an experiment, adding this prologue.
Plus, the cover for Ghost Thorns should be ready by late June, so that's when I'll start publishing Book 3 chapters.
To be honest, I've been in such a funk for a while, feeling anxious, and like I make decisions with my life (like with focusing on writing) that are the complete opposite of the decisions everyone I know makes. Surely they're all right if they're acting this way, if they're pouring all energies, talk and worries into careers and marriages, they must know something I don't, and meanwhile time is passing while I make Ghost Thorns longer and longer without finishing it. Anyway I hate this insecurity, I never thought it would creep up on me, I used to be more carefree. Then it gets harder to write because I question the value of every sentence. I'm finally talking myself out of this state, and writing Michael's prologue helped because I think it's only now, when I got to nearly the end of Ghost Thorns, that I understand Michael enough to express exactly what he was thinking before the start of Ghost Perfume, and it makes me fall in love with him and feel less self-conscious about writing in general.
Love you all and here's to being carefree xx